Ni: Ruel Mendoza
GLOWING ngayon ang American Idol winner na si Carrie Underwood dahil sa pagbubuntis nito sa second child nila ng mister niyang si Mike Fisher.
Noong August 2018 niya ni-reveal na magkakaroon na ng kapatid ang 3-year old son nila na si Isaiah.
Dahil sa bagong baby na darating sa buhay ng singer, naging open na ito sa pag-amin na tatlong beses na pala siyang nakunan bago siya ulit nabuntis ngayong taon.
“Here we go. Oh, lawdy! 2017 just wasn’t how I imagined it.
“I’d kind of planned that 2017 was, you know, going to be the year that I work on new music, and I have a baby.
“We got pregnant early 2017, and didn’t work out…Yeah. It happens. And that was the thing, in the beginning it was like, ‘Okay, God, we know this is, just wasn’t Your timing. And that is all right. We will bounce back and figure our way through it.’ And got pregnant again in the spring, and it didn’t work out.
“Got pregnant again, early 2018. Didn’t work out.
“So, at that point, it was just kind of like, ‘Okay, like, what’s the deal? What is all of this?’ And throughout the whole process, you know, I’m writing and, like, literally right after finding out that I would lose a baby, I’d have a writing session, I’d be like, ‘Let’s go. You know, I can’t just sit around thinking about this. Like, I wanna work, I wanna do this.'” kuwento pa ni Carrie.
Mahirap daw para sa singer na humarap sa public na masaya dahil sobrang lungkot niya sa tatlong babies na nawala sa kanya.
“Cause I would literally have these horrible things going on in my life, and then have to go smile and, like, do some interviews or, like, do a photo shoot or something, you know?
“So it was just kind of, like, therapeutic, I guess.
“I had always been afraid to be angry. Because we are so blessed. And my son, Isaiah, is the sweetest thing. And he’s the best thing in the world. And I’m like, ‘If we can never have any other kids, that’s okay, because he’s amazing.’ And I have this amazing life. Like, really, what can I complain about? I can’t. I have an incredible husband, incredible friends, an incredible job, an incredible kid. Can I be mad? No…and I got mad.”
Natakot nga si Carrie na akala niya na ang ipinagbubuntis niya ngayon ay muling mawala.
“Mike was away just for the evening, and I texted him, and I was like, ‘I don’t really want to be alone, so I’m just gonna go snuggle with Isaiah.’
“And I don’t know how I didn’t wake him up, but I was just sobbing. And I was like, ‘Why on Earth do I keep getting pregnant if I can’t have a kid? Like, what is this? Shut the door. Like, do something. Either shut the door or let me have a kid.’
“And for the first time, I feel like I actually I told God how I felt.
“And I feel, like, we’re supposed to do that. That was like a Saturday – and the Monday I went to the doctor to, like, confirm, another miscarriage. And they told me everything was great! And I was like, ‘You heard me.’ Not that He hasn’t in the past. But maybe, I don’t know, He heard me.”